Hermelinda Hernandez Monjaras – BRAINFØG XIII


Visual poem with a title that reads: BRAINFØG XIII.

There is a light gray blooming image behind the words. The poem’s orientation is landscape. Four groupings of text appear in irregularly shaped and slightly overlapping dotted figures that look vaguely like tabbed file folders 

The text reads:

(top right):
I divide 24 ribs into three shards to flaw as one
sines and cosines ripple into existence
the brain & the x-direction

(bottom right):
1 version is a child trapped in the past
child whose brain angles cosine
who swims inside a maze of fog
ghost child who chases the shallow end
my existence of time inverted reflection the x-direction

(top left):
2 is a clogged thread who chases the sunset
y-direction: sun settled emotion chopping into a ghost
fear cripples in of where there’s no escape
past-woman who chases a leaf near a vertical line
fog desire emotion exist in the vertical direction

(bottom left):
 3 the moth
   or molecular life
outside the river
 the untamed version
   to myself
she is interior
& exterior
   one within 
      my ribs

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Artist’s Statement: For The Fresno 15 Creative Writing Marathon, I used 15 Rorschach I made by dabbing a red rose with paint onto paper. This series is an attempt to write on brain fog: forgetfulness, incoherent thoughts, mental fatigue, lack of clarity, and more. Each day became a challenge: the strings attached within me were reluctant to push, create, and pull; memory became a mass of confusion to frame. Luckily, these 15 days were possible due to persistence and help from my mentor, Anthony Cody, author of The Rendering. Lastly, this series is one step forward toward my future poetic work.

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