Michelle Brittan Rosado – Window Scenes for Out-of-Town Visitors

Michelle Brittan Rosado

Author’s note: The poems in this series all use the image of a window as their starting point, some in the title itself and others more peripherally. I’ve been thinking of this symbol a lot lately — as a portal for wonder in childhood, an aperture to others’ lives during the pandemic, a view of the world outside after giving birth and spending those early days indoors. These poems may not have come into existence without the invitation to contribute to The Fresno 15, and I am endlessly grateful to the MFA program for my years there and the deep sense of community I’ve carried with me since graduating in 2011. Thank you for reading and for supporting the Larry Levis Memorial Scholarship. 

Window Scenes for Out-of-Town Visitors

Vacaville, California

The stretch of road that curves left then up then 
right and the glowing 

street lamps arranging in the rearview 
like a smiley face—the barn 

where we said the zodiac 
killer lived—the turn 

signals like metronomes—
the still cows we never touched 

with fingers past the window’s beveled 
edge, combing the wind—the smoke 

stacks of the Budweiser plant—the invisible 
radio waves from the college station breaking 

over the hills—the blur of neon fonts 
firebranding the night

Steven Sanchez – Cavities

Steven Sanchez

Cavities

My molar’s root stings
like a boutonniere

pinned to skin. I dreamt
I pruned each bulb

with a floss pick,
dug into the red

coronas expanding
around each tooth,

the pain a relief
like when you enter me

after tracing my cavity
with your tongue,

like when you grip
my neck and leave

a tender halo. The last
time we kissed

was months ago
because my beard

is like barbed wire
—black
and rust. I let it grow.

I dreamt I kissed a man
through his underbrush,

tongued his foreskin back
and drank his aloe.

He tasted like you. Still
asleep, your mouth hangs

open. In the oil painting
above us, an elephant

gazes out the window
toward the iron gate,

its vacant eye a period
between our faces.

Steven Sanchez – Forgotten Song

Steven Sanchez

Forgotten Song

           Male sirens disappeared from art around fifth century BC.
                                         — Greek Vase Exhibit, University of Colorado, Boulder

Trace the the moon
                             waxing
 
               inside my thigh, graze
                                            my neck

                              with your lower lip, taste
my brine (you know
 
                             how to not leave
               a bruise). Your mouth

                             finds
                                           my beard—

warm sand around our lips.
                                            Skim
 
                the moss
                                            of my stomach,

                               the algae
below. Pin me
 
               against the ground.
                               Grip my shoulders.

                                            Let your fingers rope
into bowlines
 
             down my chest 
                            and abdomen.

                                            Fasten
             my neck

just above
               my clavicle.

               Make me drown
between your thighs.

               Dam my breath
               into a shallow

wheeze.
Feel ourselves

                             tighten 
                             into musseled
pools
                we may fill
 
in turns
              like J—

              and I
                                when we were
in love.